November is a thanksgiving month :) Every November comes and goes. Before I know it – it’s already the coming of a brand new year. November is also the month where I will reflect on the things that I have experience for the past 10 months. On the personal front – I feel pretty contented about it. However, on the working /career growth part – life has not been all that great, of course. It was a disaster. It was a failure. It was like a Titanic. I hit rock bottom, deep down into the great ocean. I remembered when I was with the French – when I was holding the Bicycle, Camping, Nautism, Sports / Live Plants, Live Pets / Furniture / Toys & Luggage categories – I developed new concepts, I explore new product and category development, I had so much of accomplishments, I deliver & contribute to the team, life was tough but there was also a lot of enjoyment to it. Here…I just feel so de-motivated. I don't even have 1 sucess story to write about for this year! Damn it! I can’t even explain why I can’t wake up from it. Why have I been sleeping for so bloody long? One of my supplier pointed out that it wasn’t me at that time when it happen. How come?
I love the triggers that Ursula provides me. Perhaps, Ursula knows how to manage me better that Leonardo. I know that I also have a very bad habit. When my heart is not at the right place, I will become very sien and just don’t care about everything. I’m like a sponge. If there is too much negative energy or non-dynamic forces going around, I will be like a dead corpse. But if there are many positive ions emerging, I will be like an Energizer bunny. I know that I should have been more persistent with Leonardo but I certainly don’t get it why I didn’t follow through. Is it really not me at that time? I am not pointing fingers here. I am just laying down the facts and trying to figure out where I went wrong. It’s the worst careers season that I ever had. Yeah, something about looking back that makes me realize just how much life can take different turns within a year…this hurt my confidence & personality like hell. I am actually very easy to manage. Just get my heart at the right place. I am not an ambitious or aggressive person in climbing up the corporate ladder. If you are, just bring me along and I will get the job done. I have no intention to topple anyone. However, I am go-getter in getting things done.
Yeah, like I have told Ursula - I have to get up from where I fell. I have to will myself. Don’t overthink. Don’t worry about perfection. Just get on with it and keep on moving. Keep it simple and achievable!
THERE'S A SUNRISE AND A SUNSET EVERY SINGLE DAY :)
GOD – will I be able to ROAR again?
I used to bite my tongue and hold my breath
Scared to rock the boat and make a mess
So I sat quietly, agreed politely
I guess that I forgot I had a choice
I let you push me past the breaking point
I stood for nothing, so I fell for everything
You held me down, but I got up (hey!)
Already brushing off the dust
You hear my voice, your hear that sound
Like thunder, gonna shake the ground
You held me down, but I got up
Get ready 'cause I had enough
I see it all, I see it now
I got the eye of the tiger, the fire
Dancing through the fire
'Cause I am a champion, and you're gonna hear me roar
Louder, louder than a lion
'Cause I am a champion, and you're gonna hear me roar!
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
You're gonna hear me roar!
Now I'm floating like a butterfly
Stinging like a bee I earned my stripes
I went from zero, to my own hero
You held me down, but I got up (hey!)
Already brushing off the dust
You hear my voice, your hear that sound
Like thunder, gonna shake the ground
You held me down, but I got up
Get ready 'cause I've had enough
I see it all, I see it now
I got the eye of the tiger, the fire
Dancing through the fire
'Cause I am a champion, and you're gonna hear me roar
Louder, louder than a lion
'Cause I am a champion, and you're gonna hear me roar!
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
You're gonna hear me roar!
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
You're gonna hear me roar!
Roar, roar, roar, roar, roar!
I got the eye of the tiger, the fire
Dancing through the fire
'Cause I am a champion, and you're gonna hear me roar
Louder, louder than a lion
'Cause I am a champion, and you're gonna hear me roar!
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
You're gonna hear me roar!
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
You're gonna hear me roar!
-Roar: Katy Perry-
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