Unpack Repack

It’s ok not to know the answers – yeah…I blurted out this sentence to Ursula the other day. Yeah, I think it stuns her…and I also embarrass myself again. Seriously, I don’t have the answers to everything. I really don’t know. And I think it’s ok to admit them, to discuss them, to share it all out. If I am such a genius, the department will not be in such a mess and out of control in the first place. I need help, I need a lifeline…but hello…is anyone giving it to me? Does anyone steps in to take the lead…no, everyone is just tossing this department around like nobody business…doing it at their own whims with no further considerations and implications…and expect me to know everything. Angry! :(