to adjust to living with the pain

The Witch always tells me that Miguel is very busy…I know…The Witch is hinting at me; not to go and kacau Miguel but to find The Witch instead. I am not going to do that. When I find Miguel…Miguel still layan me…unless Miguel ask me not to go to disturb Miguel but to straight away to go to The Witch instead. Otherwise, I will still refer to Miguel, if necessary. As a matter of fact…I think Miguel likes to be refer to or to look up to as well. Sigh…dealing with this Alice…I really need the strength, the wisdom, the humility, the think-skin…God...