Wednesday, January 29, 2020

Spiritually Exhausted?




Emotionally, we've sometimes worked a full day in one hour.

Weighty emotions & responsibilities can leave us physically, mentally and spiritually exhausted. And all we want to do is sleep.

Sometimes we too need to be encouraged in the Lord. This may come in the form of a talk with another believer, a worship song, or time in prayer and God's word.

Feeling exhausted? Give your burdens to God today and be refreshed! He will carry your load.

Loving God, help me to turn to You when I am worn out. Thank You that in You I find rest.

"Though"




Father, even when life is tough and uncertain, please keep my faith anchored in You, my source of salvation and strength.

Vabukori




Apa ini...to indicate & acknowledged that I am the leader is it? Hahaha...

What happen was...last week got Lion Dance in the office...Samuel ask me to welcome the lion...at first I decline, I push back...I say let Samuel & Mr. Horton's Secretary do it...they are the seniors mah...then, Samuel ask for the second time...so, I pun terima lor...usually, this will be reserved for the boss of the department to do the receiving of the Lion's blessing to ensure that the department will sail smoothly until the next new year arrive...Mr. Horton's Secretary diam aja...hahaha...anyway...I just want to ensure that the department to function as smoothly as possible, that is good enough...the hat is bigger than my head anyway...no one will take me seriously because I am such a big kid, no one will acknowledge me...my dressing pun satu masalah...charismatic pun tak ada...I am not a leader...I will lay low...

Touaguba Hill




Lord Alfonso in today's meeting mention me that I am in a league of my own...
Maybe Lord Alfonso is complimenting me...but...I smell sarcasm instead...
I am very sure if Marcus is still around...Marcus will also provide the inputs that I have given...
Reports must be automated...bring the Finance to the party...drive Trade; not menial work...
I also don't know how long I can last, if continue like this...

Tokarara




Second round of gossiping with Marcus:

Aiyo...Samuel cannot be in TP, Samuel numbers always wrong and Samuel not sensitive lo...last time kena from Sörenstam already...Sörenstam sampai wants to give Samuel to Sir Terry ah...

Ya...I just keep quiet and manage Samuel lo

Albert always shoot Samuel and Sörenstam got angry la

Wah, banyaknya drama...and Marcus baru now want to share with me...adoi...

Taurama




Gossiping with Marcus...hahaha...

Marcus: Mr. Horton's Secretary helping you?

Me: Ya ya. Mr. Horton's Secretary very good with number. Thank god got Mr. Horton's Secretary

Marcus: Ya, Mr. Horton's Secretary very helpful. At least u got Mr. Horton's Secretary. Mr. Horton's Secretary just a bit quiet sometimes, ask Mr. Horton's Secretary to speak out to support you. Mr. Horton's Secretary always has good point and views

Me: But Mr. Horton's Secretary pattern...Mr. Horton's Secretary also do selective work...I understand that Mr. Horton's Secretary want the thing to be beneficial...non benefit, Mr. Horton's Secretary try not to lah...

Marcus: Ya la...season workers are always like that lo

So, rupa-rupanya - Marcus pun tahu...big or small must do mah...first time, heard something bad about Mr. Horton's Secretary...because previously...Mr. Horton's Secretary seems to be not that memorable...no good points and no bad points either...yes, it is a thankless job, very trivial...but if no one does it...then the whole ship will sank...sigh...

Tuesday, January 21, 2020

Saraga





Another sigh of relief
Liverpool 2 - 0 Manchester United
Still, got many more games to go...

Sabama




WatsApp conversations with Marcus: tiba-tiba I so bersemangat pula...hahaha...

But Samuel is always work by herself. People won't see what has she delivered. And she struggle to have solution on issue. Samuel's a bit negative.

No more giving it away...no more cakap-cakap kosong or banyak already...work time...

It’s my discovery journey.
I will pick it up and learn along the way...

Moitaka




Uncle Andy said that Mr. Horton's Secretary wants to go back and jaga anak only...correct but this Mr. Horton's Secretary also want to have the acknowledgement & recognition. Uncle Andy commented that Samuel suka cakap only...betul...but behind it all, Samuel also have the ambition, probably the finishing is not there only...sigh...I am lazy already...I am so in my comfort zone, I don't want to learn, I don't want to change, I just want to retire, I am also fine with my current take home salary...I sudah lost the motivation...

Sunday, January 19, 2020

Faithful In Captivity




God did not abandon Joseph. Not only was He with Joseph, but He also gave Joseph success in everything he did. And even showed him kindness and granted him favor with those in authority.

God was with Joseph in his difficult journey and had a master plan for him. He has a plan in mind for you too. Take heart and walk in faith, trusting He sees and He knows.


God, thank You for being with me always, even when life's circumstances cause me to be uncomfortable. Help me to be faithful to You.

In-Service Training




If you're discouraged by some failure today, remember that Jesus may use it to teach you and lead you forward in your service for Him. He continued to work with Peter despite his shortcomings, and He can use us to continue to build His kingdom until He returns.

Lord, I believe You can use any experience to teach me more about who You are. Take my failures and use them for Your glory.

Matirogo




Hmm...I am just very curious...what happen was, on Thursday & Friday - Lord Alfonso organized a 2 days workshop for the Trade Planning Team from Singapore, Indonesia & Malaysia...tiba-tiba; this Singaporean counterpart was asking about Mr. Horton's Secretary...eh...did Marcus promote Mr. Horton's Secretary...or did Lord Alfonso signal out Mr. Horton's Secretary in front of them? How come this Singaporean counterpart know about Mr. Horton's Secretary? Something is not right somewhere...or did the Singaporean counterpart already saw the new structure...hmm...ya mah...suddenly ask me about Mr. Horton's Secretary...something is not right somewhere...the name Mr. Horton's Secretary will not just pop up just like that...

Korobosea




So, Samuel not only voice out to me...but also to Lord Alfonso...Samuel tak mau buat Events, want to continue to do Trade Planning...sigh, making it more crowded...fine lor...but I thank God...when Samuel met up with Lord Alfonso...Lord Alfonso did not exhibit such body languages to me...apparently, when Lord Alfonso met up with Samuel...Lord Alfonso keep on looking at his watch; indicating that Lord Alfonso is very busy...Lord Alfonso did not reveal the upcoming structure to Samuel, but did give me a sneak peek and even told me who is leaving...so, I thank God that I have received a slightly favorable treatment than Samuel does...

Konedobu




This Samuel also another one...want to do Events...now, do events...pula complain banyak...this Mr. Horton's Secretary & Samuel semuanya serupa...want to do the big stuff...the significant work, the magnificent tasks where people will notice them...it's hard to work with people at that age group where they already have their own opinions...Samuel have voice out...want to do big events only...small small one don't want to do...I can see that Samuel tai chi out to Erin to follow-up...yes, they are small, they are trivial...they are thankless jobs...those are the unsung hero jobs...but if we don't pick it up...who would? And these are the small small things that meant so much to our customers and because of these small things as well, customers will leave...I really want to muntah darah already...