TORN

Is it an act of defeat…when you begin to accept things as they are? When you silently acknowledge that they are a permanent fixture in your existence? When you begin to see that this is nature’s law?

The news that Tommy brought forth to me on Tuesday evening – was very surprising; which added a new dimension to the game – yet it’s also a classic example on how capable some people are. If these people can do such thing to Juan & Jacques, obviously they can do the same thing to everyone else as well – including me; the newbie. Jacques will be leaving us in mid-December, which spoils my plan. With Joachim’s promotion, there is an encouraged possibility that I will be taken under Jacques’s wings since the both of us are so neutral plus the fact that Jacques has been a good mentor to me. I don’t want to be under Boss, I don’t even want to go near Aurora, Guillermo, Thor or Joachim. Nasty superiors! But with such upsets – everything is unpredictable. Everyone is replaceable and everyone is not secured. Time to find a new route :)