Stonyhurst College

Rupa-rupanya, in the entire G13, when it comes to performance appraisal all these years - no one have been rated Significantly Above Target...no one told me that mah...so, I gave that rating to Mr. Horton's Secretary lor...then The Mayor sounded me lor...mention it's not my fault, but would have prefer that I have discuss this beforehand with The Mayor first...

Then, The Mayor had a session with Mr. Horton's Secretary...I did not expect The Mayor to tell Mr. Horton's Secretary on this incident...saying that it's not Mr. Horton's Secretary fault and is also not my fault as well...what lah...The Mayor have the right to sound me, to remind me not to give such ranking in the future but I don't see the need to share with Mr. Horton's Secretary lor...de-motivating people only mah...our job is not easy wei...it's all on chasing people, eye-ball checking, manual reporting, gate-keeping...week in, week out...no take leave on key dates...consistency throughout...all these work; no one will appreciates and say thank you one...anyway, it's government money...reward it to the max...

Stoke College

THANK YOU GOD, PRAISE TO THE LORD, BLESS YOU GOD!

This 28th March - got bonuses and salary increment. Not as good as the previous year, nonetheless got something better than nothing...

Then The Mayor commented that I am very much in my comfort zone...got potential to expand more...ishh...nak tambah kerja lah tu...

I am not in the comfort zone - I am just very sien...especially with these LTs...like playing tennis with the wall... 

St Swithun's School, Winchester

...then Marcus provides further updates - Bad news for u, Miss Chew not taken by BWY...may b too expensive...

Aiya...actually hor...at the back of my mind...it did cross my mind...that I could be the next in line to the throne...the heir in the succession plan...but after think-think hor...better don't...it is actually very nice to ber-selindung di bawah pokok yang mendung...hahaha...

St Mary's School, Shaftesbury

Watsapp Conversations with Marcus:

Marcus: I know something, might be good news for u all...keep it confidential, Miss Chew is trying BWY...already final confirm stage to get Miss Chew in...Miss Chew is not working well with team but Miss Chew has good experience in marketing...it seems they like Miss Chew...Miss Chew imbalance la...Miss Chew is not friendly and snobby...Miss Chew always tot others r stupid, only Miss Chew is smart...but when in front of boss, Miss Chew will be different...may b want attention...and they took Miss Chew, I thinks Miss Chew can present better during interviews...I think Miss Chew don’t see good future in G13 also lah...also stress kut...

Wow...tak sangka...Miss Chew also looking for job...Miss Chew already 51 years old this year...already can withdraw money from the EPF...actually Miss Chew also can retire in G13...everyone works around Miss Chew...accommodating, compromising...none of us are rebellious...gaji pun tinggi pula tu...

St Mary's School, Cambridge

Meddling with tomorrow before it comes - would spoil both today and tomorrow.

A wise person has said - though we can't see around corners, God can. Isn't that much better and more reassuring?

Because Jesus has promised to care for us every day - and that includes tomorrow - we can live by faith one day at a time.

I decided to leave tomorrow safely in God's hands.

You're only cooking up trouble when you stew about tomorrow.

Seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.

Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.

St. Mary's School Calne

Taste & See that the Lord is Good!

St Lawrence College, Ramsgate

Don't know what happen to this Miss Chew...macam merajuk aja...

So, the re-schedule Fresh meeting was on...Miss Chew tak masuk meeting...The Fresh Director ask for Miss Chew...Samuel WatsApp Miss Chew lor...saying that the Fresh Director was asking for Miss Chew lah...wah, this Miss Chew hentam Samuel balik...ask J___ & yourself lah...you all are trade planner mah...

So, Samuel share over that message to Mr. Horton's Secretary & myself...then Samuel buat joke lah...there is no TP in MY or MY TP don't want to lead...I would say that Miss Chew is merajuk on something...Miss Chew like to shine one...love to show off...tak mungkin missed the meeting, somemore got LT inside...something is not right somewhere... 

St Joseph's College, Ipswich

The Mayor share the YVC results with us...then go round the table and ask for our opinions...

I don't deal with the agencies...so I have no comments on that but this Miss Chew tembak them kaw-kaw lah...

My work is really trade, trade...so I nailed down to 3 points that are related to my work scope and also paralyzing my portfolio performance - Income Culture, Regional Structure & Transformation workload. No direction...I think The Mayor do not like my comments and all of the other team members probably think there is something wrong with me...but I don't care...The Mayor macam tak kisah jer...but these are my feedback...

With the on-going income culture; more product range are being removed from the shelves and prices are not as sharp as the competitors...no bosses sits here; hence there is no decision-maker on the ground that have a pulse on what is going on in the current market situation...the transformations - crap...the workload just stretches the Commercial Team too thin and preventing them from trading...

Hentam-ing the agencies - sigh, all of you are like the printers...printing POSMs only...sigh...       

St Hugh's School, Woodhall Spa

And I am also very upset with The Mayor...The Mayor kena Covid...fine...on MC...ok...but The Mayor still chair selected meetings...

Then this LTs re-group for Hari Raya sessions starts at 5pm...before that, The Mayor had a 4pm meeting with all of the LTs...this Raya Trade is damn important...but The Mayor did not turn up...celaka betul...is like sending this baby lamb to the slaughter house...

Uncle Andy's commentary...I am not here to solve the problems...I am merely cushioning the problems...adoi...

St Hugh's School, Faringdon

This one also another one...LTs re-group on the upcoming Hari Raya...I also betul-betul don't want to invite Miss Chew in...I also struggle over the weekend on whether to or not...

In the end...sigh...I eventually did...but Miss Chew didn't turn up because Miss Chew got another meeting...anyway, pun tak apa...all of these LTs also tak boleh pakai one...they all are really paralympians... 

St George's School, Ascot

Again, this Samuel...3rd time...betul-betul nak cekik dia ni...

Suggest J___ / M__ Y__ can ask Merchant Team their thoughts after the Ops Presentation

I pun tak reply Samuel's WatsApp message...have to do work leh...you pula senang-lenang over there.

Cakap aja pandai...

This Samuel - also tak boleh pakai...in front; show support...at the back...all the words, intentions have double meaning one...

St Edward's School, Oxford

Lagi sekali this Samuel menyampah betul...so kepo...got nothing better else to do is it...

That day was raining very heavily...going home time...Mr. Horton's Secretary takut to continue driving on the road...Samuel suggest that Mr. Horton's Secretary take shelter at my house...ish...ish...

Hmm...whatever you all both were corresponding on work-related matters or Miss Chew was corresponding with you all on new tasks or updates...tak pernah pun share sepenuhnya with me...just bits and pieces here & there and expect me to share 100% with you all...celaka betul... 

 

St Clare's International School, Oxford

I admit...my EGO.

I was struggling with it the entire weekend...I was not sure on how to go about it.

But God was Great! God sort of gave me a nice platform to step down...the meeting was cancel...I don't have to extend the meeting to Mr. Horton's Secretary. Mr. Horton's Secretary know about the meeting via Samuel's WatsApp message...which I did not replied...I don't care if Mr. Horton's Secretary didn't know that the meeting was cancel...I rather that Mr. Horton's Secretary misunderstood me...than I have to extend the invites to Mr. Horton's Secretary. Yes, my EGO was that huge.

But God's Grace was so...I got touched...because...believe it or not...Mr. Horton's Secretary actually bought me a KFC lunch that day (which I know that Mr. Horton's Secretary wants to repay me for the lunch that I bought Mr. Horton's Secretary several days ago)...the new lunch set that I ordered did not come with a drink...Mr. Horton's Secretary's lunch set have a drink, Mr. Horton's Secretary got an extra paper cup and share with me Mr. Horton's Secretary's drink...yes, I was ashamed of myself...

Nonetheless, when the meeting was re-schedule to another day...I did ask the Fresh Team to extend the invites to both Mr. Horton's Secretary and Samuel...even though I was so unwilling to do so...why do I have to share...why do they need to be seen...why can't I lead the front...    

St Christopher School, Letchworth

J___ J___, can include M__ Y__ kah? Celaka betul this Samuel...kepo betul this Samuel...menyampah betul this Samuel...

Any emails with updates, any emails with certain level of importance...I will share over...but the both of you all also never shared any discussion with me...terus buat aja...menyampah betul...I also don't think that this Miss Chew got generously shared anything also lor...

What happen was - the Fresh Division call for a Promotion & Strategy Meeting...invite Miss Chew & me...then this Miss Chew pula go and extend the invites to Samuel...and Samuel wants Mr. Horton's Secretary to join the meeting...celaka betul...I also didn't bother to reply that WatsApp message...