sayang

Sakae Sushi – Trix, Torres, Damian, Celtic and myself.
We ate a tasty Japanese dinner. All of us were chatty, chirpy, loud and happy. We truly enjoyed each other’s company. At that moment; my life was warm and fuzzy, in a world of Mr. Spider, clapping songs and cloth nappies :) It was so good for the soul. And it was a nice contrast to the busy hectic week just past. Good to be OUT SOCIALISING :)

*To me, hugging is just hugging. It doesn't mean anything else.

** I'm dreading the coming weeks. If anything, with all that I'm going to face, the only certainty to the whole equation is that there is going to be a lot of emotion boiling about and none of them are any good. The closure that I want is yet to come. With it, my heart and mind is starting to shut things out. No longer am I able to foresee what's ahead of me. No longer am I able to see what two steps ahead of me are. As it is, whatever is on my mind is impairing my ability to focus and do my job. It's impairing the way my body takes care of itself. It's impairing me to be…me.