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Work Tales - I'm caught in the eye of a storm :( stupid supplier (1145U) – fucked me upside down. No delivery on Wednesday, promised to deliver on the next day (Thursday) but didn’t turn up either…even have the guts to lie to me; claiming that their transporter is queuing up at the store loading bay on Friday afternoon. When I found out about the truth, the supplier was such a coward that he didn’t dare to pick up my phone call. Same goes for the MD who is in Singapore right now. They have no balls! The MD do not even have the decency and courtesy to apologized and admit their mistake. What kind of MD is this?! And thereafter, I was screwed up by Iron Butterfly because Iron Butterfly got screwed up by the Store Director, Regional Director and even the Merchandize Director for the first day of mailer shortages. The whole department KPI drops because of me. I let my whole team down. My department was the only department that has shortages for this weekend sales. Friday was an ugly day. I really want to kill that supplier right now. They gave me tough time, I promise I will give them difficult time. I am going to hold their payment, pull out all of their future promotion items until they improve their service level. Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me. I don't want to get hurt anymore. I don't want to be fucked up by Iron Butterfly anymore. This incident does bruise my confidence; but I’m soldiering on!

To make matter worst - I’ve this insane migraine popping up. It felt like my skull was about to explode. I felt like vomiting all over my keyboard and although I had several glasses of water (anything else made me feel sick), I still had this throbbing headache. I just wish it didn’t hurt so goddamn much. This was bound to happen. I knew one day…I will get over exhausted. Things are going on so crazy right now. My head felt like splitting. There are 101 things to do everyday. Before I knew it, the day is over. I am living the life of a workaholic right now. I know for a fact that I'm not ready for this sort of pressure; I'm not built for it, but the truth is; I have no choice. I've made this adventurous leap and I guess as difficult and daunting as it's going to get; I'll have to stomach my choices. Both feet in the water…waddle across unknown territoties continue! Haha, it’s not an option for me to say that I'm afraid, and it's not an option to say that I can't be responsible for things either.
It’s a lot of hard work, harder than I expected. But it is good fun. I enjoy the challenge :)