Saturday, July 17, 2010

in youth we learn; in age we understand

i think i'm getting more lazy as the days rolls by...

i have come to realize and recognize that i don't have the ambition and the drive to acheive something just for the sake of acheivement. it is expected for people in general; to continually climb the corporate career ladder for more money, responsibilities & supremacy. but i don't feel the incessant need to do so, even though these things are fulfilling to most people. i will only go for something when i feel i'm ready for it. i don't force a schedule onto myself.

i don't have a list of things to do before i turn such and such age and i don't have places to see and things to eat before i die. of course, once in a while, i do fantazie about them. but i don't have a bucket list because...i don't measure the worth of my life with these milestones.

however, i do measure it though; with the happiness that i have in my life. and right now, it's pretty damn good. maybe that's why i'm feeling so contented when the common perception of the people around me is that i can and should be doing more with my life.

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