Friday, January 23, 2009

smallie

I had my performance appraisal done :) I think it went well. I think.
No doubt that this year…again it will be a very challenging year; bigger tidal wave than ever but I won’t join Celtic’s department. It’ll be tough. But I don’t want to be under Celtic, in Celtic’s shadow. Whether I succeed or failed – I will stand alone. I am very sure, confirmed for now.

I think I’m secretly very competitive :) I’m not the kind who boasts and struts around thinking “I’m the best and I’m better than you” like Celtic. But I do have an inner drive to win. Yes, I like to try my best AND I like to win. Celtic is such a show off and boasting the ego like nobody business but I salute Celtic for knowing how to highlight its own strengths and hard sell it’s own self. This I must learn and also to network more.
I’m aiming at 2010. I want to learn and earn as mush as possible now and then it’s time to slow down and have a good rest. I’ve been growing more and more jaded and cynical about life since joining The French and not been able to do what I wanted. But I don’t want to find myself 5 years down the track, thinking; “Huh? Where’d my life go? What did I do with my time?”
Callum is back in town. I don’t want to be his touch-and-go-friend :(


Our challenges may be new. The instruments with which we meet them may be new. But those values upon which our success depends — honesty and hard work, courage and fair play, tolerance and curiosity, loyalty and patriotism — these things are old. These things are true – the 44th President Of The United States Of America.

Inspiring and heart warming :)
I will hold on to it.

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